its my room, but it is being transformed into a spiritual oasis. I have a 7 tier she,f that I’m painting and adorning with trinkets, candles and crystals and I’m working on chakra balancing and healing. I hope to be finished painting today.
Then the last few boxes need to be put up so that I can focus all my energy on healing.
My body is tired and sore, my neck stiff. My appetite is down and I continue to battle chapped lips, pimples around my mouth and nostrils.
I am never bored despite never leaving the house. I have purchased some paints and finally going to work on some of the things I’ve wanted to do for years. One being resentment rocks and honing my painting abilities…..paint by numbers haha! But I still have resentments and I want to work out as many of those as I can and as quickly as possible.
I don’t feel like I’m dying. I don’t feel well, but I feel better than January. There is something to be said about preparing things in the event I am called home. It’s ensuring my “last dying wishes” are fulfilled. And if the cancer vacates my body, then I will justensure that I am always ready to walk onward when I’m called to do so.
There are times I get angry, especially at politicians and corporations. Ye who made this a great nation allowed greed to be what was fed, not the upliftment of ALL of humanity. And learning that everything that I thought was real is a lie and how some feel others aren’t worthy – as if they are God.
blessed beyond measure, I carry in me the love and light that is dying to fully express itself. And now I finally have a space where I can nurture that.
godspeed on being renewed.